we don’t need to breathe

Date: 9/5/2020

i had some awful dreams right before this, not truly awful but some things that have troubled me or bothered me in real life i was having to relive in more intense ways. for example i had to relive living with paige like when we went to the cottage. it was quite excruciating. there were two other dreams besides that which were similar but i can only remember the one of paige now. i haven’t been dreaming all that much lately and when i do i don’t feel the need to write them down but today i felt like i should. this dream was separate from the others but i could still remember them all in the same go. i don’t believe i was me i feel like i was just an entity or something else entirely. i was with 3 men. one was clearly a native man. he had long hair and wrinkled eyes and he didn’t need to speak for me to know his wisdom. he just was, you could see it in his eyes. i can’t remember the other men well but i assume they looked similar to this man just maybe younger or less wise? we sat in a rectangle shape about 30ft underwater. situated on a coral reef of bright blue. it was peaceful, we were having a session of sorts. we didn’t need to breathe, it’s not like i could breathe underwater but i just didn’t have to yet i still was. we followed the main mans lead and looked into our hands which were opened as if we were holding a book yet we held nothing. we all looked down into our “books” and sat quietly. backs straight legs crossed. the main man was gently smiling without much of a gesture. it felt like meditating, my thoughts were clear. i don’t remember it coming to an end it just did. i enjoyed it a lot.