Chosen to be 👸🏼 Queen

Date: 2/11/2018

There is a long row of women picked to be in this pageant. I am standing near by. Someone approaches me, very butler like, and says, “You should really try out to be queen. You are very beautiful.” I said, “No, that’s not really my thing, besides that, it looks like all these girls have money to buy dresses 👗 and I don’t. I would make a fool of myself...” He insists, “But if you win, you will gain super powers!” I say, “I don’t have the money to enter.” He says,” I will sponsor you!” So I filled out the paperwork to join the other girls. (This comes out later, but I didn’t have a father, just a mother, and that was written down) so the girls are lined up at this dais, sitting down watching a movie. At parts, it was sad so I cry, dabbing my eyes with a tissue. Then we were to eat. There are probably 30 girls there and most of them are catty and competitive, insulting me for my lack of money, my poor dress, and saying that I wouldn’t win so I might as well quit now. I tend to say in return, “ well if I won’t win then I can’t do any harm being in the competition.” I do my best to not fire back but be diplomatic. The girls usually walk away disgusted and feeling superior. At the banquet, some of the girls have kids and they were there. Some of the kids are playing around this little table. Their mom ( Christina Felts) comes up and slaps them both on the thighs sharply and tells them to stop. I see all of this and I start getting upset. I say to myself, “she shouldn’t do that, they haven’t done anything wrong.” I say aloud, “They are okay, really. They aren’t doing anything.” She walks away. All of the girls line up after the dinner and my mom shows up. She is looking for a place to sit and comes to me. She says, “Where should I sit?” There is a tiny aisle next to me, on the other side of the girls. I point and say, “go down there and sit right there” she looks at me as though she cannot get through. I say, “Yes, right there.” Again she looks at me as though she cannot get through. I make a turn and push one of the ladies gently toward the area I want my mother to go through and the lady whirls around the opposite way, making room for my mother to get to her seat. She looks concerned vaguely about me as the woman looks ready to attack. I wave her on to her seat. I apologize to the woman that I moved, “I made room for my mom to get to her seat!” They are getting ready to make the announcement of who they’ve chosen to be queen. I notice there are no runners up. Which may be why the women are so competitive and catty. As they announce the queen, the girls are in a fervor.., until my name is said. I am in utter shock and the girls are in an uproar of incredibility and anger. The announcer says, “She was chosen for her tenderness during the movie, her polite manners at the table, her diplomatic solutions when faced with criticism from the other girls, and her overcoming of the adversity of not having a father!” My butler sponsor friend comes up to me and says, “ I knew you would win, now you need to go get ready for the coronation, put on your best dress.” My mom comes up to me and puts her arms around me and we go back to our bungalow. I start doing hair nails and make up as my mother goes out to get a dress. I am finishing up as she comes back. She says,” go put your dress on” and I go to look at it. It has brown, pink, orange and white on it which I can tell just by looking at the plastic bag and the ruffles hanging out at the bottom. it was laying on a chair. It is a better made dress Than anything I had previously worn, still I am not feeling it. My Butler friend shows up with this white and black bodysuit and says,” put this on.” And so I do, just as my mother comes back in to see the dress... *awkward* I say quickly, “ mama, I love the dress, but Jeeves here brought the suit and said I must put it on. That it had something to do with the superpowers that I will gain.” Mom says,”Are you going to drive me there?” I say,” No.” She looks at me like she is about to cry, and says,” you’re not taking me?” And I say,” I am going to do better than drive you there, I am going to fly you there!” Now she is excited! I take off and fly her there and drop her off at her seat. Scene change. Now I am in some hall and my suit has become a dress , a designer white frilly dress with a black bow, and I walk past some girls in the hall that aren’t even in the pageant and one of the girls is wearing The same dress that I am. I am suddenly angry at the suit, thinking, I wear this suit and it changes into a dress and It can’t do better than produce a dress that someone else is Wearing!!!!??? I should’ve worn my mother’s dress! I move down the hall and past those girls and wake up to my husband making love to me!! ❤️ 💜 ♥️ Eodair!