Reasons for everything.

Date: 1/26/2018

I was constantly at this shopping mall center, waiting for something. I had a check which I had cashed and was staying at a hotel in this shopping center. I kept counting my money, or trying, but every time I did I came up short. A hundred would slip away and disappear or it would turn out to be a fake bill made of plastic, or actually a check for a hundred instead. The rest of the money was in one's and I couldn't count them either, there were too many. I was worried. I took a walk, up and down this long street opposite the shopping mall. I contemplated getting a job there, I was in dire need of money. Even though I had money it didn't seem to want to stay or let me count it so I continued to fret outrageously. Back in my hotel some women came to clean, and I wanted to be alone with my money and try again to count it, but they were loud and full of judgements and decided I needed their attention. They wanted to take me under their wing and tried to change what I wore and stuff. They didn't care about my money but I didn't like them anyway, they were too loud and bossy, and I still was suspicious. ~~~~ The hotel room changed as the dream went on. It soon became a place full of children and I was a child. I guess it was like a school, maybe even a boarding school. I think we were learning other things than normal schools however. I recall several different timelines, being several different children. Once there was a tugboat incident, where I was shrunk on a tugboat which was on a small miniature lake in the middle of the room, we had dmto drive around the lack in a circle until we created a vortex which took all the knowledge of the lake and channeled it into a living vessel, a human man who ran the tugboat. I wished I had been able to have all that knowledge but I wasn't human I don't think. Also there was the incident with the toilet, where I was on a toilet across the room from the toilet paper holder. As it was a very large room, the one we used for everything, large enough to hold a class it was quite far away. I did have the forethought however to tug on this ancient toilet paper holder and have it open and extend like a parascope, plus some hinges and different parts like some steampunk device, until it reached me. Then I sat on the toilet and worked on my calculations. Each if us was working on a calculation for the word 'bite'. Once we figured out our own unique formula we could implement it and become something amazing. We worked on a long pieces of transparent plasic with a dry erase marker. Each child in my class worked very hard. ~~~~ I was in a temple, some ruins of an ancient pyramid from some ancient civilization. I was with a tall tough black woman, think Indiana Jones type, who was also me just some future reincarnation, and a guy who was another species and didn't like me much as I was 'naive and unbloodied' and thought I would get them killed. I didn't have much a choice by being there, I went I searched of something. But the black woman got lost and died right away, then I found her again, an older version of her trapped in a tunnel, and we met up with the other species dude. I think he was a cat species, maybe a lion? He looked human but was clearly not, his different culture showed in his attitude. But we carefully navigated this pyramid temple, trying to get out now. Each corridor was suspect. The wrong step could send the whole corridor tuning down into the dark or collapsing it. I was small in this scene of the dream, tiny and short and far too white, I think I actually glowed white or something, with white hair and a white body with no clothes. But I didn't get them killed and we made it to the end. He, the other species dude found a tablet which gave him a massive power up. He said he had been at a 7.3 before but went up to above a 9.6 or something. He said it was high enough no one could ever, I don't know the word he said but it meant 'have authority over him again' like some alpha thing, he wasn't able to be ordered now. The power just looked like purple lightening going in to his hands. Anyway we got out, I don't recall we got anything. I think I had originally gone in for answers, and she had gone in for me, to protect me then again, the older reincarnated version, to find me. But we did feel accomplished. Like his accomplishment was satisfying. ~~~ Outside the temple things went different. I wasn't me anymore, those characters from the temple raid were gone. Instead I was this very very fat black man and his fat children were outside the temple. The temple was now a school. He was a bit crazy, this fat man who was me. He had found something inside the temple. He was terrified. His daughter, the one who was older and stood on the temple steps had my name in real life. And he did something, first to himself, then to her, zoomed to her and back really fast, stabbing first himself then her in the neck, and suddenly they both changed, him first. He became fit and amazing, the stabbing in the neck with something had changed him into a vampire. His daughter changed too, suddenly became slight and very beautiful, with a mass of curly hair. Then he grabbed his younger daughters and did the same to them, they changed abruptly. All of them were crying. They had watched him change and felt like they lost him, they didn't recognize him anymore. He had been at least 400lbs. They hadn't cared about that, they had loved him. But now, on top of that, they were different too. So they cried in shock and fear. I was him, in felt his emotions, and thoughts. He wasn't as upset about their crying as he should be. Instead he felt nothing but relief. He was positive now they wouldn't be raped anymore. That's what he had been saving them from. That's why he did it.