Frustrating 5Rhythms

Date: 5/6/2025

There was a lot in this dream, but it moved forward very chaotically so it's difficult to remember all the details. It was fast and angry and presumptuous, but much transpired! The first part I remember, I am in a large isolated house in the countryside with my mom, my brother, Joe, Jeremy, Samantha and Jordan. It was odd because we were all adults now and I didn't know them very well. We all lived in this house together but I was getting to know them....we were chatting about our hobbies and beliefs etc. At one point it became obvious that it was the end of the world and Jordan and I were talking about death and comic books etc. there was a lot to this time in the house but I can't remember details. Like something to do with bugs or animals and a disease and we knew that we didn't have much time until the "thing" finally got to us. The energy in the house was kind of somber but with a sense of relief? The house was big and bright with a lot of wood and white and the outside was like an over one acre yard from the countryside. It was a sunny day and there was an ominous energy in the air about disease or something. Then I'm still in this house but it's starting to change. I'm on my computer and I'm writing things...I think to Colin. I'm like typing in a document, but he can see it and is replying after each blurb. Then my computer started to attach things to the file and making moves without my input. I started to get frantic because it was my work computer and I didn't want anything sent to anyone that could be embarrassing. As this was happening, Lauren galley came in and she wanted to know something... I can't remember what it was, but she also had emergency energy. I think she was babysitting Luna and she wanted to come in and play with me. We had Polly Pocket clothes and I kept recognizing them as the ones that I had when I was a kid. Then the house became completely different... It was much bigger, it was like a rooming house, big and old and distinguished but hosting many people. It still felt like a family home in a way but not my family home. There were small clusters of people staying in different sections of the house and we were all there to attend five rhythms. My favorite five rhythms teacher, who I am going to see at the end of this month, was teaching the course in the dream but was also a brand new friend who had never done this course before who I was introducing to the dance class. This is hard to explain because she was a trained dancer but felt very self-conscious about this course. Things started to transpire in the house and the energy was frantic. Almost like before a big wedding. People are moving around, dramas are starting to break out, and everyone wants to be prepared for the course. I'm late by 5 minutes to the first dance. And The vibes seem off.. I joined the dance floor and try to create good energy out of my dance and I am beginning to do so but then a crazy lady comes over to me and puts her hand on my throat. Not in a menacing way but in a manipulative way with desperation and sexuality. I was very strong with my boundaries and I told her no. And I tried to get her off of me but she kept attaching herself to me. I tried to connect with the teacher about what was going on and I got the impression that the teacher didn't know how to handle that the entire room was breaking into chaos. I was aware of my friend and I wanted to make sure she had a good time. Pat, the energy in the room was disengaged by some of the men and disrespected by some of the women and it felt unfixable. My friend was in the side room talking with another person and I overheard them talking about something I said earlier. My ears perked up and I got worried that they were talking s*** about me but she was actually saying good things about me! I was relieved and grateful. There were four people in the dance who were talking about having a foursome later and I felt this was very disrespectful to the dance process as well. There was a lot of anger in the room and despondency. It was strange and aggravating. I didn't know how to fix it and I think the teacher was struggling too. The house was interesting. It had secret rooms and secret kitchens and compartments hidden behind beds. I got the impression that the family was there with us and they were revisiting their past from when they lived there as children. They found old items that brought them nostalgic feelings and slept in their old bedrooms. It was a mishmash of people that didn't blend very well somehow. As the dance course was starting, the energy was so angry and chaotic. I didn't know how much of it was just me. The end