I just want to keep it.

Date: 6/8/2018

I was in my highschool, and I didn't have any pads or anything, nor money to buy any. And Thus, I run out of the bathroom (yes, with pants on) in hot persute of finding a damn pad. Somehow, a piece of paper appeared in my hand. My dad stopped me... Apparently, I was seventeen, my boyfriend and I had met up, and I had gotten pregnant. He was forcing me to get an abortion, and thus I went off running again, another piece of paper appeared as a woman ran after me with different medications to kill the baby. She kept slipping them in my hand and under my arm, so I kept throwing them back at her... A dude started running with me... He was flirting, trying to get me to go with him for 'some Fun'. Sorry dude, but I'm loyal. Another piece of paper. Finally, I found by the gym a group of women sitting and standing around short bleachers. There was a box of pads by them. I tried to get one, and the 'leader' started yelling at me, saying that it was theft and all that shit, so I screamed the entire events of my dream and fucking broke down... All I remember at the end was that I was still being persued by the doctor and the man, and that the leader was finally like, "I understand. I wanted to keep my baby, too" and that she hugged me... She took one of the pieces of paper that read, "I just want to keep it". It was really, really fucked up...