Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/15/2020
By meeuhduh
Worked in a back office of Wal Mart I bought some clothes they were all too small couldn't find my receipt didn't know if I could swap them out or if I had to get a manager. Tried getting a manager couldn't find receipt. My mother came in she was crying she was a mess I started crying we tried driving she was driving I was trying to figure out where she had come back from She said she got better in 2002 and like traveled or something I told her "I DID YOUR MAKEUP!" she said I was worse than she thought and I really was crazy that she never died and I wished she had in that moment of the dream. Driving back to Wal Mart gathering of Clackamas Native Americans just celebrating not being loud or whatever my mother started freaking out on them to get out of the parking area I was so embarrassed one of the Elders or Chiefs or what are they are called was telling her rationally she needs to leave She had become belligerent at this point I somehow used Reiki or a light magic to get a tether on her and her her away from them. The Elder saw I wasn't like her and he helped me with some magic (blue?) I finally got a hold on her and pointed to her chest "'You have an evil spirit in you" and got her away from the Natives gathering I was so embarrassed. There was a dog at some point that came up and I pet her or him Had to go back to Walmart to get the right fitting clothes then I stumble myself into one of gabes old friends and the Walmart becomes Fred Meyer becomes a huge mall Huge fuckin mall Gabes old friend "Torea"? (He never had a friend with that name irl closest to this person I thought of was Salina) Told me the last ten years have been shit I said I related she was on her way some other part of the mall from the makeup counter/women's clothing area she was working.. She thought I was still living with my sister insinuating I hadn't grown up but I had moved back there and took in my dad. Tried to explain how crazy my mother was .. I thought it was Salina but it was this 90s actress or model who looked like her...was her name Tori? Who was the fuckin model? I'll figure it out latee... She worked in this huge Mall We get to this door in the back of the mall and there's tons of people parting loudly and drunk. There were about 5 or 6 tables of..."Grama-rita's" on them which were heads /busts of a deceased person then lab created meat from the deceased person into like a turkey or some kind of roast below the bust. The boxes included "custom voice recordings." People were "partying with Grandma!" ... Infomercial type? They were eating this lab meat I was contemplating if it was actually cannibalism or not then it was all too much I woke up and wrote this shit down. Thankful Mother is truly dead