Date: 8/21/2019
By Fitful
60 things, cards, meanings all don't apply. ~ I announce to family not to worry as my boyfriend, best friend, we barely dated disappeared for three days so I broke up with him. ~ I'm making a wedding dress. I have the most beautiful fabric, everyone is jealous. It's got Grey patches on the white scroll embossed brocade. And another piece of fabric too. I am not getting married I assure my family I am just making it, as a project. It's true too, I am not getting married. ~ There is a hidden office where the adults are hiding where I seek answers or maybe therapy. The person I am here to talk to gives me a huge slice of this beautiful cake sitting out. It's a beautiful slice, white cake, a touch of colored cake inside, fondant, icing, decor. Gorgeous. Then everyone in the office takes a piece off my slice and I do get any, not even the one piece left for me. A tiny corner the size of a quarter. It falls on the sofa and some fat girl gobbles it up off my stomach. I also don't get any therapy. ~ I am on the sofa with a bunch of kids. They are all eating junk food and I am a bit disgusted but also hungry. One girl wants to share the huge jar of macadamia nuts I brought. It's so large it's the size of a liquid gallon. It cost $9.99. This girl wants to put her flavored and some peanuts in with my nuts and share, mostly because she has maybe a handful of peanuts. I check the label on the package and I can't see any animal products but I tell her I am vegan anyway and decline. I say it's cause I don't want to take a chance, it's chicken flavor, but I really just don't want to. My nuts are nice and healthy. Hers are covered in junk artificial flavoring. ~ I find a stone egg. Everyone knows about them, some girl is telling me in wonder and excitement. They have a thin liquid inside which is hundreds of years old. If you drink it you get high. The egg has a round stone button you can push you and get to the liquid. I grimace as I hate the idea of drugs. I don't want to ever do that so I decide not to and I just keep the egg for a necklace. I suck on the stone occasionally, but I immediately get dizzy as I realize there is the thinnest hairsbreathe hole in the top where I sucked and I got some of that hundreds, maybe thousands year old juice. Ugh. ~ Everyone is doing whatever they want as the adults are gone, kids run amock doing their own thing. Chores done get done. Food doesn't get cooked. School doesn't get done. Finally I clean the bathroom floor. It's awful, so much so I clean it once, twice, three times in a certain area and I find out it's really whiter than paper under all that grime. It shines, like no bathroom floor has ever been that white. I also cook dinner in the bathroom, the sink is a stove kinda old fashioned metal one. And I cook my grandma's favorite dish and sing a song like her. ~ Some guy screams so loudly for me to wake up (in my dream) that I do jolt awake briefly.