All of my Friends Freak the Fuck Out

Date: 2/20/2019

By baburubān

There was a lot of travel in this dream that isn’t essential to plot so I’m just going to write the important stuff. I hang out with a group of friends(none of which I know in real life), have a few laughs, and leave. I see Taylor in the parking lot and I go to say hi. She gets super pissed off at me that I was hanging out with my friends when she invites me out all the time but I never come. I knew that telling her that the times she had asked I was at a low point in depression was a poor idea, so I didn’t know what to say and she just got angrier. It’s not like I didn’t want to hang out with her, it’s just that before I wasn’t feeling well and now I am. But I just couldn’t say that, and she stormed off. I walk a little bit and find Kamryn, and she pulls me aside. She says I can’t be her friend anymore because I never ask her to hang out. And she starts tearing up and humming to herself. I calm her down and tell her that I would love to hang out and we’re friends again. Sara dms me on insta talking about how stupid our fight was and that she wants to be friends again, and I honestly do not care. I try to find Taylor again and this time she’s even more pissed but behind a door. My body and mouth are making humor of the situation even though I was thinking about how serious this was and how important she is to me. I could sync my mouth with my brain and tell her how I felt. And then I woke up.