You Disgust me

Date: 1/7/2019

I got trust issues, Its hard to believe people want anything good for me so i dreamt: I was away from home, I find an apartment I get into the bed, I realise Im not alone. I know the sleepy man next to me, he is one of the guys that help teenagers organize their life/help them find apartments etc when they have a bad family background, he helps me. I say sorry and that i'll leave, but he says its fine, just sleep. I stay and he says:" you know youre actually a really nice person, very friendly" I say:" Thank you :) you too" A moment later he wrapped his arms around me and I wasnt sure what was going on, but I didnt like that one bit. I attempt to push him away, but he wraps harder, I keep pushing. It goes on like that until he touched my chest area and I kicked him hard away from me. I get upset asking what the fuck does he think he is doing. He looked at how upset I was not giving much of an reaction, started yelling at him that he is disgusting, gross and that I take back what I said about him earlier, I also mention his wife and kids, he became angry when I mentioned them, but said he doesnt care he already fucked another girl the other day. He left the apartment, looking like another person, still himself, but looks more... angry Later I went over to a lady's house, she gave of a very strange vibe. I brought my mouse and my best friend with me, but before we get inside my friend turns into my mouse. I was concerned, but figured ill fix the problem later. The lady took my mouse aka my friend. she held her. I didnt want to tell her its actually my best friend because I was afraid of what she would do, I didnt trust her. When it was time to leave I told her I need my mouse back. She said she'll see if she doesnt end up killing her, she smiled. Told her I would pay her, she still refused. My last desperate attempt was telling her its not just any mouse, i really like that mouse, I named her vagina (I did) That she is mine. She was all:" oh ok, totally get it now" and gave her back.