I cheated

Date: 8/22/2025

I had a dream I cheated on my boyfriend with this Italian guy from Cuse who had a kid and lived on south next to the daycare. We had sex and it didn’t mean anything, and then I had an orgy with him and my roommate and some girl my roomate is with. My roomate was Chaz’s bestfriend, and it was JJ from outer banks?. I felt guilty and nasty, and so did JJ for not telling Chaz. It was eating us both alive. The Italian guy was catching feelings for me but I was trying to get rid of him. One day Chaz came into my apartment and me and JJ were being weird so he was super suspicious of me. I took these night classes with the Italian guy, I think they were cooking classes and he told me to buy eggs because we forgot eggs for our meal for class and he’ll send me the money. I went to the grocery store to buy them. Chaz was asking JJ what’s wrong and JJ wasn’t budging but he looked so guilty and like he was about to crack and tell him. Chaz went to where my class meeted up and Habi was there saying out loud that im disgusting. Chaz said who and Habi said “you don’t know! She’s cheating on you with the Italian guy”. Chaz was like bet and waited for us to get back and he fought the Italian. The Italians whole family was with him, so I guess he lived with his mom + 3 of his sisters + his daughter. They were crying. They left and so did Chaz. I said sorry to the girls. And gave them money. I later talked to like a dean and they said they’d have to relocate Chaz since The Italian guy lived with family. I felt so bad and nasty. I woke up sweating. This dream showed me truly how nasty it feels to cheat on someone who loves you. I would’ve never cheated before but now that this dream forced me into that situation and I know how it feels, it’s certain that I never would.