Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 9/23/2022
By Kloud11
The dream started off with me in some sort of house. It was pitch black. I couldn’t see anything. Suddenly, it dawned on me that I was dreaming. I decided I wanted to go outside, and go flying, as I hadn’t done that in a while. But when I walked outside, it was still pitch black, and I could see nothing. I gave the command, full clarity now, and all of a sudden, I saw a seen of such beauty. Putting it into words would be difficult, as it was much deeper than any beauty on earth. It was dawn, and the sun was rising, but it was deeper than what could be seen on earth. There were all kinds of colors. The sky was a beautiful blue, and I saw streaks of yellow growing brighter, and I believe there was orange as well, but it was very vivid and real. I decided I was going to fly on my back while watching it. I went to the beginning of the driveway, and I ran down it as fast as I could before leaping into the sky. It was so beautiful, and the weather was perfect. I felt like I was surrounded by pure love and beauty, as I continued soaring in the sky, watching the sunrise. It couldn’t get any better. It was total bliss, and I was treated to this amazing beautiful show. The next thing I knew, Had a false awakening. I was in a bath tub, and I was taking a bath. I was with this young woman. She was either a teenager, or a young adult, I couldn’t be certain. I don’t remember her name either. I just knew she needed help. She was very depressed, and was contemplating suicide. I believe the spirit world asked me to come to her in my sleep, which was why my lucid dream cut to this scene. I think I was chosen because, in real life, 11 years ago, I was suicidal. I don’t tell a lot of people this, but I was so depressed back then. I felt like I was a failure, and I couldn’t do anything right. I felt like I was just letting everyone down, and that everyone would be better off with me out of the picture. I was in our jacuzzi/plunge pool with my sister, and she brought her camera in the water, when I accidentally splashed it. She yelled at me, and I felt like now was the time to try to end it all. She got out of the water to try to fix her camera, and I took what I thought was to be my last breath, and went under. I was going to drown myself. I wasn’t underwater for long, when I got a stern message from my spirit guide, basically asking me what I thought I was doing. It was then that a light clicked on, and I came up out of the water. I wasn’t under for long, maybe 10, 15 seconds, and I could hold my breath for about 40, so as far as my sister knew, if she did see me go under, it was just me going underwater. I swim all the time, so she wouldn’t have known any the wiser. I realized that I do have a lot to offer, and that it would be a shame for all of that to go to waste. I was at rock bottom then, but with determination, I climbed out of the whole I was in, and made it to the top. I still have my moments, and I still get depressed, but I haven’t been suicidal. I know now what I didn’t know back in 2011, that it would deeply affect my friends and family if I left the world that way. Especially since I’ve been able to meet several wonderful people since then that I wouldn’t have been able to meet if I had succeeded. Suicide is never the answer, and I believe that since I had that experience in the real world 11 years ago, that I was paired with this person in my sleep. So back to the dream. I was in the tub, getting clean, talking to this girl about my life story, but for some reason in the dream, I said 15 years ago, when in real life, it was only 11. I wondered since time in the physical and astral realms behave differently, although it was 11 years on planet earth, maybe it was 15 in the astral, or maybe the number 15 had a significance on the other side. But I told her my story, and I gave her guidance, and told her that she should live long and prosper, that there is hope. Then I woke up for real in the physical world.
AI generated interpretation The dream you have described appears to have significant personal and emotional significance. Let's analyze and interpret it in sections: 1. The Pitch Black House: The darkness in the house represents a sense of confusion or lack of clarity in your waking life. It may suggest that you are currently feeling lost or uncertain about certain aspects of yourself or your path. 2. Lucid Dreaming and Flying: Becoming aware that you are dreaming and deciding to go outside to fly signifies a desire for freedom, exploration, and escape from the constraints of your current reality. Flying often symbolizes a sense of liberation or transcendence, suggesting that you are seeking a higher perspective or a way to rise above your current challenges. 3. Beauty of the Dawn and Soaring in the Sky: The breathtaking beauty and colors of the sky represent a profound sense of joy, love, and beauty that you are experiencing in this dream. It may reflect a deep longing for positivity and harmony in your life, as well as a desire for a renewed sense of purpose and connection. 4. False Awakening and the Young Woman: The false awakening represents a shift in the dream's narrative and introduces a young woman who is struggling with depression and contemplating suicide. This part of the dream could be seen as a manifestation of unresolved emotions related to your own past experiences with suicidal thoughts. 5. Spirit Guide and Giving Guidance: The intervention of your spirit guide and your role in providing guidance to the young woman symbolize your personal growth and resilience in overcoming your own struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. It suggests that you have developed a deeper understanding of the value of life and the impact our actions can have on others. Overall, this dream appears to be a reflection of your journey towards healing and self-discovery. It highlights your personal growth, empathy, and resilience. The dream may serve as a reminder of the importance of your own experience and how it can be used to help others who may be going through similar challenges. It also emphasizes the significance of hope, love, and finding beauty in life.