remembering dreams and lucid dreaming

Date: 8/14/2016

does remembering dreams mean Lucid dreaming? like I want to be able to remember my dreams. but I don't want to be aware of the fact that I am dreaming when I am dreaming. does this make sense? dreams or nightmares give me a taste of another world or life and I think the illusion will be lost once I realize that I'm dreaming. here's another question, is lucid dreaming a permanent thing? like once you start, will you stop having normal dreams?