Daydreamers (triggering)

Date: 12/15/2016

I was at my house, living with my boyfriend. He was still asleep, so I found all of the medications and took them all. I continued on my usual way, and eventually my vision began to black out. my boyfriend, Cameron, woke up and found me on the ground in the kitchen, my eyes rolling around. He was screaming for me to tell him what was wrong, then he spotted the bottles. He pulled out his phone and called 911, and once he was off the phone, he say with me in the floor, holding me close. He was telling me to stay with him, and that I was alright, everything would be fine. I eventually heard the ambulance, and felt my numb body being lifted onto the gurney. They strapped me in and Cameron stayed with me. I was hooked up to oxygen. They gave me medication and made me throw up all of the medications, but I still felt sick and weak. Cameron kept by my side, holding my hand and crying. I felt horrible, and I just looked to Cameron. He looked at me with teary eyes and I smiled, saying "Cameron. Let's do that thing we did when we were kids. Let's be daydreamers, and pretend everything is okay." He cried more and I scooted over, letting him crawl in the bed with me. "I won't leave you..." I whisper as I close my eyes. I sighed, letting myself slip from consciousness. the point of view was then third person, and I heard the heart rate monitor flat line. Cameron was screaming and crying, but there was nothing I could do.