Better times

Date: 12/31/2025

I had a dream last night in a old time theater watching a play and the person one row in front of me is a friend of mine from high school I just recently cut off, he’s sitting with his family and we notice each other but say nothing as if to symbolize we both moved on, I’m not upset at all about it these things happen and not everyone grows at the same rate that you do, you can’t expect them too and they can’t expect you to slow your own growth down to make them feel better about themselves. That’s basically what he did to me though and I unfortunately had to move on, since doing so my energy has completely shifted up, I’m having more clarity and feeling in my day to day but also I’m noticing I’m regaining certain gifts I had covered up for a while (astral projecting and lucid dreaming) without meaning to, in the dream last night I knew this was a dream experience I was having as a means to internalize and move on to better things a lot quicker…I could have went out of body last night but I wasn’t able to commit this time, I have the formula down to get out of body but it’s like I have to get used to the vibration state again, I have picked up a lot of fears and limiting beliefs over the years thus my power and control has atrophied a bit (not completely, they still happen albeit more spontaneously and less controlled and for less time unfortunately) but this year is the year I reclaim everything back not just for me but also I realize I’m doing people who enjoying reading these a disservice from pushing the panic button almost every time now.