Crush/Almost suicide

Date: 8/26/2018

So this boy Geoff, who I low key have a crush on but can’t figure out if he’s gay, was in the elevator with me and a friend of mine. And it was quiet and then he walks over to me lips nearl touching looking me dead in my eye and asks to go out on a date. I smile a bit and say yes. He pulls me in and we kiss I wrap my arms around his neck and our kiss deepens. I know my friend is smirking behind us but I don’t pay attention to that. Then I remember going back to the dorm with my other 2 roommates and my friend who is also a roommate and she tells them what happened. They weren’t that cheery. I told her not to say anything to Taylor, because I didn’t know how she was going to act because in the beginning of the school year she found Geoff very cute. So later on In the dream my dad was there and he said something disturbing that made me realize he was going to kill him self with his gun. And I immediately went over to him and got the gun from him. That one was fake he pulls out his real gun and attempts again. I get that one from him and he’s crying and yelling. And for some reason we were in the room with the rest of my roommates so they all woke up. My dad got up and was saying something about the police. And we go downstairs and I see police lights blocks away. My dad walks outside and he surrenders himself. And they arrest him but I don’t know why. Some more things happened but I don’t remember. THE END