disability

Date: 2/10/2018

i dreamt that i had to get my larynx (but i could still kind of talk? (and i think i still had to learn sign language???????)) and a part of my brain taken out for some reason and then i was different and it was terrifying and i remember being in a comfortable empty public-looking room(color scheme: green and brown, comforting chairs, carpet, low lighting) a lot (like maybe in a hospital) and i was so so sad and i was mourning this loss of brain function and communication--like, i was just missing something and i could remember how i used to be but i just couldn't do it. i told maiya and she comforted me and we ate dinner sitting next to each other. i think through rehabilitation i eventually got a little better.