My sister sexually assaulted me?? 😳

Date: 10/6/2019

This dream was very uncomfortable, needless to say. It started out with me being invited to this event. I remember in the dream I was wearing my white cotton floral shirt and jeans, and I wanted to change at least my pants, but I didn't know what to change into. This girl who invited me said I could borrow a dress, but I knew I needed to shave my legs. I thought about all the razors in my bathroom, feeling better that I was covered for that. But then we ended up going shopping, and time was running out to get ready, and I missed out. I don't remember the exact order of everything, but I remember walking up to what I thought was a Ferris Wheel, then one of those rides where you are locked in a cage, and it goes round and round upside down. Then once I got as close as I could get I realized it was a twisty roller coaster. The cart just came around the bend and to a stop when I came up to it. I saw there were a couple like seven to nine year old kids on it, and I suddenly felt bad about myself because I knew I would never ride it. I think the worst part of this dream came before the next part. I was lying on my stomach in my mom's bed in between my sister and this other girl who I knew who she was in the dream, but don't now. All of a sudden my sister started messing around, and next thing I know she is roughly rubbing my vagina over my pants, and it felt so wrong and uncomfortable. I told her to stop, but she carried on with torturing me. That's what it felt like. When you're totally helpless and being tortured. When it was over, I eventually called the police on her. I don't remember explaining anything over the phone, but when they got there, I started crying, but was then able to compose myself to tell them. All I said was my sister sexually assaulted me. As I was explaining, I then interrupted myself, and said "oh, you need to see the picture." Or they didn't have the right photo. I went to go get it for them. I was on my mom's phone in her photos, for some reason, and I was scrolling through and couldn't find the photo I was looking for. There were all these old pictures with my dog who we had to put down in 2011. It was frustrating to me that I couldn't find it, but somehow I got it to them without even seeing it myself. Then, they just left with the photo that was printed. After a few minutes, I was like "wait, I didn't get to tell them everything about what exactly my sister did." I explained where we were, but I didn't go into any detail about the act. My aunt came over, and I explained that to her. But then I finally saw the picture I'd given them, and felt a little better because it illustrated what I was going to tell them, and was proof, but I still wished they could have let me talk before just leaving. I think my mom was there, then too, but I didn't want to talk about what happened anymore. Next part: I saw my deceased dog from the photos in the front seat of a car. I was also with my uncle. Don't really remember too much of that, but I remember it being a kind of comic relief. Next part: I was in a public restroom, and I was trying to exit. It smelled because someone was taking a dump. I had also heard it too, and it was grossing me out. I was then somewhere else, and I accidentally went into the men's room, which I realized when I saw urinals. There were a couple guys in the stalls, and I knew what that meant and booked it out of there. I ran into this girl who walked in, and I called after her "that's the men's room." She came out, and we were both looking for the women's bathroom, but couldn't find it. I saw one other door, but it was more like a custodian closet or Control room. It said something on the door, but I forget what.