Baby girl

Date: 9/16/2018

I had a dream that I had a daughter and her name was Julia. And the father was Sean. He wasn’t in the dream tho. In a scene people from my church were at a store and they were all looking for a gift to give to our old preacher and First Lady. And an old crush of my Savhion was there too. He was there with his grandmother. And I remember seeing him pick up these two desserts and I remember wanting one. The one I wanted looked like it had pie crust and some pink stiff stuff in the middle of it. It was shaped like a rectangle. He picked up two of those and another dessert. I told him I wanted the one with the pink stuff. Well I wanted to try it. So he let me taste the pink stuff and I said it was okay. And then we got to hiding behind some boxes from his grandmother. He stood up and gave her-her dessert. She was questioning him and asking where was he and all that Jazz. Then she goes on to say “if you were with a female you can tell me.” And he says “no grandma”. She’s right by the boxes and I’m keeping track of where she’s walking because I can see her feet under one of the boxes. So Savhion finally gets away from them and comes to me and he says “your still down here” I stand up and he wraps his arm around the back of my neck pulling me closer to him. I was talking to him about the dessert and how the pink stuff tasted like the pink chocolate whopper candy. And he agreed. And I hear my church family talking about what they should get the preacher and his wife. My mom says “we know we have to give them something good....or they gonna show off that $3000 dollar wine they have” and they mention buying a book. And then saying they can’t go buy it without someone else there. So by this time I’m sitting on the curb of the street and I offer to go with my mom to buy the book. At this moment I start thinking about Julia and how much I love her and if Savhion would be there for her if he knew about her. And how beautiful she is. I was also thinking that I’ve become a teen mom. And how I’m so young. But I’m also sooo happy to be a mom. So I get up from the curb and walk across the street with my mom to buy this book. And I was wearing this white knitted sweater that came off the shoulder a bit. THE END