Closure

Date: 8/22/2018

Ben’s family came to visit us As I was sitting at the picnic he will alone feeling a little sad then came up to me and took my hand He told me to walk slowly down the street it wasn’t safe because of the geese Piggies? I kind of laughed The cars I’m worried about I told him there’s no geese what are you talking about? I wanted to tell him badly that I liked him that I was trying to be happy that he got engaged without me knowing it to some other woman Regretted never telling him how I felt about him I wanted to wish you good luck but I never got the chance because he walked away It was sad I wish I could stop being jealous I wish I hadn’t been a surprise that he was engaged when I wanted to go out with him not knowing and it was publicly announced at church a few weeks earlier in real life I was surprised jealous and disappointed I guess he was never the one for me if he couldn’t be that honest