First visit with Momma

Date: 2/11/2019

Momma was in a wheel chair. We got down from an suv. We were in a very suburban cul de sac. There was going to be a sports game on the raised lawn. Maya Love was there and her face lit up when she saw us. I saw a ramp from the pavement to the lawn but as soon as I looked at it, it collapsed. I told her to wait a minute but she was in a hurry to get up there. I noticed another way up the driveway between 2 big table and chair set ups. which was too narrow. I told her to wait while i made more room. A man was talking adversarially to me but it was just negative noise that I suppressed. I started scooting (her beloved dining room table) furniture to make soon for us when she faded out. I yelled and said she was just here. Cindi Guimond told me she was gone. It wasn't real. I cried and saw a circle of faces in the clouds. She was there but hers was not solid. It was translucent. She was wearing a bright lace floral spring colored top. That is when the dream faded into the next sequence. Now we were at Knott's Barry Farm but it looked more like Whole Foods Market or Costco. They were having some kind of food festival. She would have loved it. I saw a case with orange crab salad that lots of folks were taking so I wandered over to get her a sample. I took a big piece of Salmon. She came out of the bathroom with her walker. She had her standard beautiful Mom smile. She was so happy to be there. I was sitting at a table and said I would go make her a plate but she got fussy and let me know in no uncertain words that *she* wanted to pick out what *she* wanted to have, thank you very much. The pain started to bother her as she walked toward the food karts. I asked if she wanted me to take her to the hospital. She brushed me off. Even when she was mad she was still so cute. I followed her with the intention of holding plates but that is when the dream faded.