watching a plane go down

Date: 6/18/2019

At home talking on snap to a boy. named kurk. considering whether to go or not to go to a school dance with him. forgot he may be on his way and run upstairs to get dressed. nighttime. things are playing on the tv. i look up at the sky and see nebulas. beautiful stars.streaks of rust color. i take video of it. i started it and watched th tv at the same time. 9/11 references. only me and mom home. im watching the sky and see a plane go by. it starts to turn downward. im getting it on video. i go running to mom and say ilove you i love you. massive boom nearby. i capture the panic. im running around trying to gather myself n find my dog and bring her downstairs. fires start in the near distance and on the side of the house. running around and michael n dad get home. they didnt see it or realize what happened. and michael tells me to relax like im overreacting. i try to show him the video. he doesnt see it all. we go outside and see small fires on the side of the house and my cat molly walking on a mini balcony outside my room. she has a small fire on her that i put out but shes ok. i bring her in. we look out the living room window and see what i think are sparks flying from from the plane crash. theres rockets that fly up from the distance in a row and hit the ground in the road and front yard. not very loud or explosive but you could feel the heat. michael says theyre clearly not rockets but closes the window saying he just needs to get chemically adjusted.