So. Now a Scary Christmas

Date: 12/24/2017

So nothing new, I go to bed. Though this nightmare right here actually scared me so bad in the dream that I was about to scream in real life, like I felt myself about to scream. Here’s what happened. I am walking up to what it seems a familiar home holding my lil cousins hand. We have a small chat and all and walk up the home, and go inside. One thing that set me off is that it was pitch black. I’m already terrified of the dark. I grab my phone and turn on the light and start walking in searching for anyone or looking for a light switch. My cousin seems unfazed which I was comforted by that, though he’s six so that worried me. As we went through the house my anxiety worsened, my heart had raced faster than ever, I was shaking violently. Then my cousin says this, “there’s a man here.” I fucking picked him up, gripped onto him and ran out the door saying, “okay that’s just great, we’re leaving!” Trying to comfort him while I’m panicking inside and out. I forced myself awake before anything else could happen. This was so scary, why did I have a nightmare on Christmas Eve?!?! Most screwed up way to wake up. Only thing I liked about the dream was my cousin, thank god I didn’t go find the guy and he tell me I really would’ve screamed.