Swooning Over Cordell

Date: 4/27/2016

So this was two nights ago so the details of my dream are disappearing but I dreamt about Cordell again. I have so many dreams about that boy. It toys with me because I crave him but I'm with Blake. Anyways. We were making out and touching and kissing and the touch of our hot mouths together felt amazing. I wanted him so badly. I wanted him in every way and I wanted to be with him, for him to be mine. He said we were dating but tomorrow he was getting his wisdom teeth removed so we wouldn't be together then. This didn't make any sense to me, so I set out to ask him what he meant. But before I could he took off, he was also drunk. And I was very worried about him driving. I think I finally caught up to him and asked but he either didn't make sense or I just don't remember anymore. That's about all, I can only remember the bits and pieces of that dream since it was a few nights ago. Again though, I am always dreaming of him. Are my dreams telling me my true feelings? Should I not be with blake anymore?