Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 4/24/2018
By fluffytree
So I found myself in my old classroom from 9th and 10th grade sitting with a group of people having some sort of meeting. I notice some old contributors from the channelawesome website like JesuOtaku and JewWario. I didn't even think about how he was alive again since he's been dead since 2014, but seeing him made me pretty furious in light of all the rape and other sexual allegations that's come out about him recently but I held my tongue for the time being. All up until I added something to the conversation they were all having and JewWario chimed in to my suggestion saying snarkily, "Yeah just like how you said I was a sexual deviant to Rose." I didn't know who Rose was and didn't remember commenting about his situation on anyplace online actually but in the dream I felt like maybe I did. Nonetheless all my pent up rage came out and I went off on him. I called him a bitch, an asshole and a coward for what he did. Sure there isn't any solid proof, but when you have multiple girls coming forward after years of being silent and wanting to absolutely remain anonymous for protection against his fans, not to mention his own widow believes it happened based on one of the last conversations she had with him before he killed himself, well... I can't help but believe it all happened too. I started towards him while yelling and he was scared and constantly backed away. I grabbed him by the neck and pushed him against the door. I never realized he was taller than me and significantly so which is weird being that I'm 6.1. I told him I was really trying to restrain myself from kicking his ass on behalf of his victims. No one tried to stop me and just looked on. It was clear everyone else felt the way I did, but I also realized violence wouldn't truly solve anything either so I just pushed him out the door and told him not to ever come back. I can't remember much else afterwards so I must've woken up.