I dream of a girl I moved on from

Date: 7/24/2019

I dream of what it could be like with her, a relationship, and I see peace and happiness. I believe she has moved on and in the real world I have but In dreaming it’s nothing but her and this desire to be in a relationship with her. It’s like I can lie about it but I’d be lieing to myself, honestly I’m on the fence, I do but do not want to date this girl and it’s like I’ve never felt like this before.