Dad Gone

Date: 10/25/2019

My family was back living in the house that I grew up in. Apparently, I had another younger brother. My Dad was also going through inner turmoil and decided to kill himself, and he brought my two brothers along with him in his car unfortunately because he was going to do it by car crash. I was freaking out and told him over and over again “if you love me, you won’t let my brothers die”. All he responded with was “I’ll miss you”. I somehow saw the exact scene of the death, and it looked like an old ps2 GTA game in terms of visuals. The car was driving on a back road and hit a police car head on. The good thing was that my life was actually a video game, and so I was able to look up spoilers for if my brothers actually died. I saw a YouTube video with comments talking about how my brothers looked silly grown up (citing their new hairstyles) and there was video of them as adults, so fortunately they were. I was very pissed off at my dad for trying to kill my siblings, and subsequently didn’t go to the funeral. His death did weigh very heavily on me though.