Date: 5/3/2022
By Ether_Erebus
Multiple dreams; Taji mom and I were driving to somewhere and we stopped and went to a ski resort think. I had no ski’s and neither did any of us so we went down in our shoes. I went down twice and the snow felt chilly against my shoes. Something happens and we had to go home. We get in the car and I start driving. We get home and all these people are over. Montreal older kids are here, Daman is over, Manav and her mom are over, Saurabh is there too and a bunch of other people too. It’s getting late so my mom suggests making food for everyone. Majority say no thank you and my mom makes food for me and Taji and some for Manav. Then, there’s some sort of disruption outside - everyone tells everyone else to shut up and be quiet. My mom’s in the kitchen and we tell her to turn off the overhead lights. Karanvir gets there a bit later and he went to a wedding where no one showed up, they were giving MacBook pro’s out so I told him to go back and bring me one. We’re all sitting in the living room chilling and having fun. There’s people who are moving in next door and park their truck right in front of my house, specifically the front door. They’re also having some sort of celebration that they came to invite us to. So a lot of the people in my house decide to go, I’m a little hesitant. I’m sitting on the couch and an aunty grabs my face and squished my ears into my head with her hands and I cry out and say “my ears, I just got them pierced, they’re tender” and she immediately lets go. I’m still in the living room and daman is there but Saurabh is sitting right beside me. He calls out my name and asks me to try something. I just look at him and say “uhm… okay?” And he gently holds my head in his hands and pulls my face closer and he does it so quickly my face jerks forward and I pull back immediately saying “whoa, hold on I wasn’t expecting you to pull my face in like that” and his eyes widened too and I’m like “bro, relax, we’re just friends” and he seems a little upset that I said that, well, more dejected, and he lets go of my head and I get up and walk upstairs to my room to get ready to go out. Can’t lie, was kinda sad he didn’t kiss me when my face was close; his eyes just bugged out and looked at me like “what are you doing?” When he pulled my face in, so I said the first thing that came to my mind about being friends. My sister just looks at me and gives me a coy smile like she knows something I don’t, I just stare back and walk away. Once I’m in my room, I look out the window and see literally a truck blocking my view. I see people walking around and playing games. One thing leads to another and the neighbours are in my basement, making plans about how Saurabh is going to marry the next door neighbour’s daughter. She’s chunky and putting herself down, I grab her hand and make her look at me and tell her I’m 200 lbs and I don’t care. I’m working out and building muscle and making myself feel better by exercising for health and slowly dropping weight. She smiles and says thank you. Saurabh is just dejected the entire time. I brush it off, because there’s honestly nothing I could do at that point. Then, I woke up.