Abt cole

Date: 6/27/2018

This dream was awhile back but I remember it in vivid detail. There’s this guy at my school and he’s on the track team. I was also on the track team in the dream, and i remember he dropped his phone. I grabbed it to return it to him, but then i unlocked it and he was conversing w his mom abt how he was gay but he didn’t want anyone to know bc he was afraid of being bullied. He was to far away at this point so I pocketed his phone and kept running. Then the scene changed and it was outside the school. It was getting dark and it was snowing lightly, he was getting snow in his hair. He had three jackets on, and he looked depressed as shit. Eyes sad and cheeks red, like he had been crying. I assumed since it was my dream that he was upset bc of the messages I saw, so I handed it out to him, and said “I’m sorry,” he was wearing gloves. “I charged it though.” As if that made it better At this point I expected him to walk away but he turned away from me, and then leaned back on my left shoulder at a weird angle. I’m gay and trans, so I said “Hey, at least I found it and not someone else, right?” And he nodded weirdly. I then reached up and held the side of his face closest to me, and I kissed his temple. He turned his head slightly, and hesitantly said my name, drawled out. “Is this okay?” I asked and then kissed his forehead. He reached up and twined our fingers together, and smiled. “More than okay.” He stood in front of me, facing me, and placed our twined hands on his face before kissing me lmao. This was long and boring but necessary bc it caused a nine month gay shit storm in my life lmao.