Little Sister Mess

Date: 8/30/2019

The dream started off with me having a little sister being born. I didn’t want this at all, because In real life I really don’t want my mom to have another kid with her husband. Anyways I was very sad and angry. My mom came home with her and the baby had half blonde hair and half black hair. Blonde hair at the top, black hair on the bottom. She had blue eyes. She looked nothing like her parents. But in the dream I thought nothing of it. I didn’t bother to know her name. My mom told me that they were doing some sort of radiation therapy to keep her hair blonde and for the black to grow out so she can be completely blonde. And to do this every Saturday, nobody could watch TV. I told my mom that I didn’t give a fuck, as I told her that if she ever had another kid with her husband that I wouldn’t have any part of taking care of it and I would act like it didn’t exist. Then I went to sleep. Then I went to school. Then in school people heard that my sister was born from my Snapchat and was telling me congratulations, and I was telling them that I’m not happy about it. Then the school day ended and I went to pick up my sister. I went into the bodega and started looking for a snack to eat plus watching snapchats. I seen on Snapchat that every one started posting a picture of my little sister saying “I can’t wait to have a kid” or “One won’t hurt” or “😍😍😍” It made me angry that they were fetishizing her because of her features like her blue eyes and weird hair. Then I went on to this boy Saheed’s Snapchat, who was a boy I used to flirt with but he ghosted me and I always wondered why, and from his Snapchat I found out that he had a girlfriend. She was pretty and had light skin and long brown hair and she kind of looked like a rat. But in a good way. He would post pictures and videos of them, but, by the way the caption was wrote, I could tell that it was her posting all of it, not him. Then I left the bodega because I decided I would get some McDonald’s when I got to my stop. Some man in the bodega started asking me questions I didn’t know. Then I left and looked for Mia, my actual sister that I love, and noticed her behind me. This was weird because 1. She’s never behind me when I walk with her, always in front of me, 2. I haven’t seen her since I went to pick her up, and 3. She looked dirty. I ignored it though and went home. I bought me and her McDonald’s. When I got home I realized I lost my other sister because I didn’t want to leave her home alone when picking up my sister, but that didn’t make sense because I picked up my sister right after I got out from school, but whatever it’s dream logic. I realized that I left her on the train (even though I was never with her on it). I wasn’t worrying much about the baby’s safety, but more about what my mom was going to do when she found out. So I started freaking out. Then I remembered thinking to myself “Where’s Mia” since she didn’t make a noise since we came home. I found her sleeping in this basket thing on the floor which was really weird, and her hair looked weird and dirty. Then I went to my moms room and my actual sister was sleeping in her room. Then I realized that I picked up my sister and some random little homeless boy who was dressed up like her, and my sister just didn’t say anything while I only saw and payed attention to the little boy, who I thought was my sister. Then I went over to the little boy sleeping and I woke him up, and just went back to sleep. Then I told him that I know what he did and that he’s not my sister, and he just smirked and went back to sleep. Then I tried to drag him out of the room but he was too heavy. So I picked him up and went downstairs to the building lobby with him. Then I threw him on the lobby floor and all there was was his hair. I had no idea where his body went, but I kept kicking his hair until it was outside. There was a police officer in the lobby and she said “care to explain this” and I explained the whole situation with her charismatically. Then I offered to show her my real sister, and she said sure, and I went to go get her. Then the dream ended.