Don’t let me own a horse :’(

Date: 6/24/2025

I bought a horse and had her living in my backyard in a small paddock. But I somehow forgot to feed her for a month. Her water buckets had styrofoam and skeletons in them, but they were full of water still. She ate grass, so was able to sustain herself, but when I finally was able to get back to her she looked emancipated. I desperately looked for grains. I gave her a NutriGrain bar and she ate it ravenously. She decided to die afterwards.