Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/2/2022
By Ether_Erebus
I’m on a cruise of some sort (i’be been on this one before in a dream before). Anyway, I’m there with the family and o see Amrit (Daman’s friend). We make eye contact in the dining room so I walk over and say hello. As I’m talking to her, I see behind her is Saurabh and I wave to him too. He waves back and I get up and say hello. He pulls me over to the side and we start talking about life and people come up to him with a cake and we all start singing happy birthday. I’m somehow in pictures with him and I ask them if they want me to take pictures for them. So k get handed a random phone and I start taking pictures. Then at some point everyone leaves, I’m sitting across from his mom and chatting. He’s been sitting beside me this entire time, slowly leaning more and more into my side. And she gets up to go do something. He turns to me and starts touching my face in like a loving manner and I’m like wtf is going on…? And we chat some more and we end up getting up and walking around the art exhibit in the cruise. As we’re walking, I’m making jokes and he’s being flirty and some random white dude in a trench coat is low key following us. I keep seeing him behind me and I tell Saurabh and he just stands closer to me. As we’re looking at this one piece, I say something and I use an accent, and I feel the white hug walk close to us and walk away. I turn around, trying to punk him when he comes back to us and Saurabh holds me back. He comes back and I ask him why he’s following us, he just says “that last sentence you said, your accent was spot on to be Irish” even though I remember trying to do a British accent. I awkwardly say , “okay…” and start walking away. Saurabh grabs my hand and pulls me towards him and we walk over to another art room. We’re talking and Taji joins us, Daman comes a little later and frantically asks if I was in any pictures with Saurabh, I say no and she says okay. Then, mom comes and for some reason I feel a lot of shame and she asks me who Saurabh is, I say he’s a friend and she looks at me funny. I excuse myself to go to the bathroom and this is where I know I’ve been on this fake cruise boat before. The bathroom looks exactly the same as that dream. The entire cruise is made of dark mahogany wood and the bathroom is a light tan/Creme colour. I walk in, and shut the door. The panel beside the door has multiple buttons to turn on the lights and stuff, so k just press a bunch of them until they all turn on. At some point, I pressed one and it was only on for a limited time, so I press the big button to keep it on. I run to pee and as I’m peeing, I can tell I get my period. So now not only am I having to pee, but I need to find a pad or something. As I’m looking for some reason I’m wearing a yellow gown from the vivarium and it’s covered in blood. My blood that I’m bleeding from somewhere. I’m looking around and at some point, some random white GURL I know walks into the bathroom and starts telling me about her Starbucks drink. I know her so I just say “okay, that looks cool” and she hands me a pad and I put it on. I walk out of the bathroom only to remember that this was some random room I’d walked into - so the family came back and was just starting at me as I pulled my pants up and walked out of their room. Then, I saw someone and I walked over to them and before I got there, I woke up.