Reoccurring abduction dream

Date: 11/8/2017

I’ve had this dream on and off for about five years... I was already in my abducters car and we were driving down a dark desolate road. There were no lights and all I saw out the windows was farmland and fences but no animals or signs of life anywhere. Soon we pulled up to a house in the literal middle of nowhere and he dragged me out by arm and took me into the house saying nothing the whole time. My abductor looked exactly like the lead singer from Saving Abel. When we entered the house there were three guys who I assumed were his roommates just sitting around watching TV when we stepped into the living room. One of the guys standing in the kitchen dropped something when he saw me and said “holy shit dude are you crazy?! You actually grabbed her!” My captor just shot him a dirty look while everyone stared at me. One of the guys sitting on the couch said “Damn, what are you going to do to her?” Looking slightly concerned. My captor said “Use your imagination.” Before throwing me to the ground and walking away. I was drugged heavily so all I could do was sit there and look around at the guys and the house. One of the guys came over to me and kneeled down to ask me if I was okay. I shook my head no and I felt sick. He tried to help me up when my captor came back and shouted at him not to touch me. The guy backed up and my captor just looked down at me with a blank stare. I looked away and he picked me up and took me down a dark hallway . I began to feel sicker when he opened the door and I saw a bed and dresser. He pushed me in my closed the door behind him, I could hear one of the guys howling and whistling at us from down the hall. I stood there feeling faint when saving abel lookalike told me to undress. I looked at him in disgust and said no. He didn’t look angry or change his expression, he took a step towards me and said “You can take off or clothes or I can. And I will not be gentle if you make me do it.” I swallowed hard and challenged his bluff. “Try it.” I said taking a fighting stance. He laughed and quickly threw me to the ground and tried to rip my dress off of me. I kicked him in the stomach and he knelt back on his knees in pain as I moved over to the opposite wall. He glared at me with burning hatred in his blue eyes walked over to his dresser and pulled out a gun. I wasn’t scared when I saw the weapon but I knew fighting physically wasn’t a good idea if I wanted to stay alive. He told me to stand up and I did without question. He then pointed the gun at me and said “I’ll ask you one more time, take off your clothes and do it slowly.” I began unbuttoning my cardigan careful not to go too fast or let my hands shake. I then slid my dress down my body instead of over my head so I could see what he was doing. When I stood there naked he didn’t say a word. He looked me up and down but I sensed no lust in his eyes. He just walked over to me put a single hand in my hair and pulled me close before whispering to me to get on the bed. I felt cold and hollow when he made his command but remembered the gun in his hand and silently walked over to the bed. I got on top of it and he told me to stay where I was and then left the room locking me in. I was extremely confused but relieved because this was my chance to escape. He took my clothes with him but I just went through his drawers and put on a tshirt and baggy black sweatpants. I then rushed over to the window and pushed my whole weight onto the corners before the window popped out of its frame. I caught it before it landed on the grass. I then climbed out and ran back down the road he had driven us down. It was about five minutes before I heard him screaming behind me for me to come back but I ignored his threats and kept on running into the darkness. I woke up right before he caught me just like I always do.