Him

Date: 5/2/2016

I was just beginning to start the process of getting over him, when I woke up it was a feeling of nostalgia and regret. He still was telling me that he loved me, and I felt so content. It scared me how real it felt when I woke up. The sad feeling of awakening and knowing somebody loved you and then realizing it was just a spit of imagination is a terrible feeling. I think I missed him, and this was a way of showing it. But maybe it's also a reminder of how things were, and how happy I was but how it's not like that anymore. It still hurts to see him not in reality.