i was dying in the bath

Date: 3/1/2022

i was dying of this condition or something where I couldn’t breathe? and my mom was like yeah you nearly died of it once. i went to take a warm bath and was like ope this is it and started texting everyone goodbye. there was this purple rock that was supposed to save me but it had to be dug up and it was extremely rare so like i was gonna die probably. i could try breathing more but it wasn’t working anymore. i started thinking about how i wasn’t ready to die mainly bc i couldn’t see or talk to so many ppl one last time.