🕯Calming 🕰/ come to your hart ☄️

Date: 6/22/2019

*Place: dream land/ street in front of house/house/other building. *WHAT Happened: #1: Halloween party with kids in my house. #2: stepfather is missing(Blue and yellow pills), could not find in rest of house. So he looks for them in my room. He moves my things around and even does something to my bed to make it smaller and then put my things on my bed. This upsets me because I don’t know where I’m going to sleep? #3: me and small children looking at small animals in carriers /cases. (they maybe were trying to get out or we were trying to fit them in better) #4 see’s friend Susanna driving in front of house she invites me to go to some kind of swap meet/donation event at government building. #5 Goes to government building that has a lot of people on computers in it. Had to go up White big stairs. Sees Bridget there (my friend) also giving away things also see Susanna. (And her mom). In White room. ⭐️ Translate: #1: the fear of not having he will to no trust others enough. #2 : taking control of my emotions by letting go of expectations of others. #3 represents me loving someone and wishing I had the ability to show them how to care for themselves. (in a unusual or new way) #4: me being real enough to understand my own emotions... walking up The stairs are presented me putting forth my ideas of how my life should be now instead of settling with what I thought I wanted. The room with the computers represent people in my life that I feel need to be understood not only by the world but themselves. My friend Bridget represent someone else in my life that I feel needs to be helped but because I feel like I don’t have the ability to help them we’re both able to cope with our emotions by letting go of things that we feel are unusable. So now I’m waiting to help her realize that she needs to let go of something in her life she didn’t know was even possible for her to become(Bridget).