Date: 3/16/2020
By juulianjuice
i’ve been having tons of odd dreams lately i just haven’t been able to find the motivation to write them down. today was very odd tho. i was just having a nap, i’m sick with an infection right now and it’s corona virus time currently. i dreamt i was at work, the layout was different. i was speaking with a lady and we realized a spider was stuck in the rotator belt that i was working cashier on. it came out of the crack and began running around , it was a large tarantula. the lady screamed and we both backed away, before realizing there was a second tarantula. i placed a cup over the first one as it seemed more weak, but it only got angry and flipped it off. it began running around quickly and the lady, i, and the rest of the customers began backing away and freaking out. the second more aggressive tarantula ended up grabbing the first tarantula and brutally killing it by tearing its extremities off. there was a lot of blood and it was quite gruesome. i messaged over the headset asking for help and everyone’s response was pretty well “deal w it yourself”. i explained it more drastically and Job came up to help. his eyes got big when he realized. and he ran over and managed to stomp on the tarantula. i thanked him and suddenly all the customers had left. the squished spiders remained where they were killed but an angry blind man who looked like Cato from the hunger games ran over and began screaming at job. i remember at some point standing in. a tree as well near the store front and a group of boys i half recogonizsd from school gave me an smirk of a look as they drove by. anyhow this man was extremely angry and it seems he had killed people right before reaching us. he began yelling at job and screaming, who only looked shocked and was trying to reason with him. i stood back and witnessed but felt glad the situation didn’t enviable me currently. he did something or other to job so he had passed out , then carried him over his shoulder to a back room that resembled a living room. he was gonna rape him. i followed him to the room and was thinking about how i could protest this but was unable to do much i realized. i yelled to the man “since when were u gay” i realize this made no sense and that it would just turn him on me and i’m not sure what i attempted to gain. but he said basically that u was welcome to come too. i knew that wouldn’t be good as he’d probably kill me afterwards especially. i mumbled something and i turned and ran out the back door as fast as i could. i was in a little yellow resort, like vistana. i ran as fast as i could feet slapping the pavement. there seemed to be no people in sight. i ran and ran until i saw a car in a parking lot with ladies in it. “HELP, HELP ME PLEASE HELP” i screamed extremely frantically with nervousness in my voice. the car was full of black ladies who seemed to work at the resort, they same “come in baby, we’ll help you”. i questioned there sincerity for a second as i felt they might be in on the torment. but u got in. they asked what happened and i explained the story frantically. they seemed to feel bad. time flashed ahead and i was now visiting the resort with my family agin. everything was sort of different tho including the layout and the traffic and the staff. i remember driving up and down roads there with emergency services everywhere and corona seemed to exist in my dream. distress and chaos was everything. i drove to my place of stay which was a very large loft sort of place and i was hiding out in my bedroom there. the room was long and had lots of spaces above the walls for storage that u kept believing people were hiding in. i had no windows which made me feel safer. my parents yelled to me, “don’t come out, the officers will shoot you”. police officers were hiding in our house because they expected the blond man to come looking for me as he had not been caught. i didn’t even want to go home i felt as if anywhere i went there was no safety. so i sat against the edge of my bed deep in thought. i decided to see my closet. i opened the door and there wasn’t much to it. but there was a smaller second door which i opened. inside it was huge, lit by blue glowing light. i saw tons and tons of bored games and other random items i suppose family members had brought here. it was weirdly ominous tho and made me feel as though something happened to these people that made them leave these things here. i looked to the left and saw stands of lava lamps lined up illuminating the light. they didn’t look like normal lava lamps but looked as if the light they provided came from a projection not internally. one had weird projections of a blue lava lamp, others held the solar system and so on. i thought about stealing one, but decided not too as i didn’t trust that they were not real. they felt like a trap. a smaller door was behind the shelves holding the lamps, and so i went thru. inside was an entire lit up room that reminded me of a mac store. there was about 20 employees and about 6 of them were dedicated entirely to me. an asian lady began asking me questions about my makeup and etc etc. i agreed to what they were saying as i wanted them to make me beautiful. they had one person for everything , one for outfits , one eyebrows , on for skin, etc etc. they all began working away on me. i felt my skin get heavier from foundation and found myself wearing a flowy top with a weird breast plate overtop. it didn’t look good. the makeup was caked and they had drawn my eyebrows in a weird rainbow ish shape, and fluffed then out. the colors were ugly, i coukdnt decided however if i looked different and modelesque or just stupid. whether way it didn’t suit me. i said thank u and met with my parents. they joked about my look. i felt odd. i wanted to go home. it turned out we had 15 minutes to checkout and they’d been looking for me forever. we rushed to checkout and i realized i’d have to leave all my things behind in my room, i felt if i went back i’d be stuck in whatever setup had been waiting for me. and that’s all i remember.