Becoming a tornado! 🌪

Date: 5/31/2020

I was in a boat & it was going so fast through the waves, bouncing & spinning & manouvering dangerously. I felt scared of crashing and thought, I don’t want to be alive anymore, to be able to experience this physical pain. I looked at the driver & his face kept changing, then it changed to a woman & she asked me “Do you believe every account of history you know is true? Do you know any examples of historical accounts, which are simply not true? Look up the virus of Toullemand” The conversation felt so intense & meaningful & I felt the need to remember her words & in the dream I physically wrote down ‘the virus of Toullemand’.. unfortunately I can’t remember now if that was exactly the word she said.. but I’m fairly sure. After this i was in a kind of boarding university & in my room. I’d agreed to sell some of my clothes & people were coming in to my room to buy them. I tried to get out past the crowds & was talking to J.. she said she was getting a big pay out from insurance of £400k & had some ideas for the family. Then I looked up & a hole started to appear in the roof.. it was like old bars, with vines growing around & then they started to lift away. Suddenly everything was lifting & I became scared. I was lifted up & found myself in the middle of a tornado! It was the weirdest thing.. I was aware that it was a dream as I thought ‘this is the only time I will ever be able to actually experience a tornado for real, without being harmed by it!’ I looked up in awe, into the violent darkness swirling around me. Strangely I wasn’t fully lucid, it was just an awareness similar to the feeling I had in the boat earlier.. I feared being harmed, but somehow knew it was just a dream.. I felt it may have been an actual tornado happening in the world right then & I was experiencing it! Then I started to lift & was taken up by it. I was flying around, over the towns & farms, seeing everything lifting & being taken & destroyed by the power of the tornado. Then I went higher & I became the tornado!! I was swooping down on houses & buildings & destroying them - but at this point they became like toys.. not quite real somehow!!