Rape

Date: 3/18/2019

I had a dream in which I was kidnapped. It was a group of young men who snatched me off the street in the evening. When I woke up I was in a dark basement. I didn’t know what time of the day it was, I only knew that the men would come in and take turns using me, at some point they were all together. I was starving and thirsty, but they only used me to their content. My dream moved forward to when I finally escaped, I was running through the dark night, naked. I didn’t know where I was but I kept running for what seemed like hours, I finally started to recognize things around me and ran to the nearest house of people I knew. It was after midnight because the lights were out, but I kept banging on the door and pressing the doorbell. The lights started turning on and I remember looking around in fear that the men might catch me. When the door opened it was the father with the rest of the family peeking from the stairway. When they took me in I sat in the corner of the room hugging myself under a blanket they gave me. They told me that everyone was searching for me for a month already. They called my family and I finally went home. The dream again moved forward and as it would seem, I was pregnant from the men. I was in a store with my mother when I saw them again, I remember the fear that went over me. In the dream, it seems I decided to keep the baby because it was innocent in this situation. Everyone knew what happened to me in my community, I felt ashamed, disgraced, and ugly. I then asked my mom to take me home because I no longer felt safe outside. I didn’t have any friends at this point, I didn’t go out. I felt like trash, and I was looked down on. That is where my dream ended and I woke up. What does this dream mean? Please help. In real life, I’ve never actually had sex. During the time that I had this dream, in real life, I was bullied. I was sexually harassed after I had this dream. I didn’t receive support from anyone because I was afraid of telling anyone what happened to me. And just like in my dream, I felt downgraded and ugly, this person who harassed me was 14 years older than me. I was 14 at the time myself. I started getting these types of dreams again as of recent times. Please give this dream a like to show me some support. Thank you for reading, if you ever dreamed something like this please comment. Thank you.