Can't have cake and eat it too.

Date: 7/11/2019

I piled everything on my dog so I could take her out side. A set of pajamas, a snowsuit, everything she owned despite the fact it was June. Then we went out and the only thing I forgot was to clip her leash. She ran bolt out the door and across the street. What stopped her was having to pee. She stopped and peed but the snowsuit and pajamas blocked the flow. She got it all over herself instead of the ground. I caught up to her gratefully and clipped the lead. Then I sat on the sidewalk and took off the messed clothes. She had been so bundled up she resembled a child. She and a human boy were best friends but couldn't be together since she was a dog. I told her it was okay and she liked being a dog better. Some guy came up and began trying to convince me to go on a date with him, something about it being time. I told him I didn't like him, I was lesbian, but he said some of the best relationships come from someone not liking the other. I ignored that and asked for a plastic bag, not knowing what to do with the peed clothes. A dude standing near by with a small personal cake in a yellow bag took his cake out and gave the bag to me. The bag had holes in it on top but it was good still. I just needed something to carry the clothes while I walked the dog. ~ I went with my grandparents to visit some family we found on craigslist who had a baby bunny for adoption. I was so excited. It was the middle of the country and we drove tiny winding roads up woods and rolling green hills. The house we got to was rather large and sprawling with several buildings. I got there and sat with the old couple who had the bunny. The bunny was brown and hopped around curiously and full of energy. His foot however was massively swollen, as if a tumor was on it. I worried over taking him home. I almost asked if they had any other. I wondered if a hot wet cloth would heal it over time. The old couple were a bit nasty. Kinda rude, especially to each other, and to me. They tried in the beginning to be nice. We went to the grocery store and I found out the truth from her. They weren't allowed to be married by society. I couldn't figure out why once I woke up but in the dream it seemed perfectly reasonable. They had been living together for 80 years and not married. I knew that was definitely a common law marriage. But they wanted the real thing. Suddenly we were planning a wedding. I was planning it. I was talking her into it. It was hard work. There were nuts and bolts and washers involved that were likened to wedding rings. She was terrified. He was happy. I didn't really care about their plight, but I got sucked in via pity. I kept trying to talk her into it so I could finish it and leave. ~ I was talking to Jess on the video chat. It seemed a thing we had done a time or two before. She was playing a video game while we chatted, and was eating something. She showed me what she was doing, I felt a bit left out as she was so busy. The handheld box like video game console was pink. But her table and area which the camera showed was a full blown occult altar, dark and gritty, pentagram and grey stone slab and candles and dark atmosphere. She seemed happy, eating something off to the side. Then the video cut out. The internet was off. I was upset because I'd just gotten on with her and it was gone. I couldn't get it back. ~ I was then talking with a dude, a boy really, about the same thing happening to him. Just as he was having the best day of his life, he'd just spent $900 on a bunch of games and programs and stuff far more expensive than he paid for them. He'd just got paid a huge amount of money from his job. He just was mad happy and then the internet cut out and he wasn't able to enjoy any of it. He too sat at his desk as the told me this eating, a bowl of cereal I think. Maybe Jess had been eating cereal too? ~ I'm very upset about having to leave home one night and go to a concert. This concert is being held around the world, inside a superbowl type stadium, far larger than anything in existence now and they were everywhere. I literally could walk down the street to one. But I wasn't keen on the idea. The concert was about Game of Thrones. The finale was tonight and the end of the show where who sat the Iron throne would finally be known. Everyone was so excited. I was so excited earlier. But I realized the show made me tired. I was over it and it hadn't even ended yet. I didn't want to go to the concert or leave the house at night really. I didn't care much for the show anymore.