Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/19/2018
By fluffytree
I found myself hanging out with my old PWA high school buddies although I only remember seeing Courtney and Sheldon among a few others. We were in the backyard of some building one moment and then the next we're outside some opera hall getting ready for graduation while all dressed up. The whole class wasn't even there and not many people were showing up either although I did spot Adrienne and some of the other girls. And when it finally started it was so crappily put together you'd think it was another Tana-Con. Afterwards we ended up returning to the backyard of that building to have a mediocre BBQ and pizza party. Only one pizza box is left and when I look inside there's one cold dead looking slice left while the rest is crusts people ate off of and then discarded back into the box. Adrienne and the others are here and she mentioned how you could scuba dive which sounds interesting only I can't really swim too well. Besides no one else seems interested so I don't express my interest either. And I can't remember specifics but I didn't much care for Adrienne's stuck up attitude she kept having with me along with this judgemental expression of disdain on her face. Like wth did I do to you recently? It eventually didn't matter though cos I just drifted off to another dream. In my next one I was in my old TAA high school classroom and find that this tall beautiful European girl I was trying to talk to weeks ago in a dream was here. Back then she seemed kinda interested but kept pressuring me to reveal if I was close to anyone else in my life. I was and sometimes am still fairly close with my ex and there is chemistry still there even though we're never getting back together. So naturally she told me to figure that out before trying to be with her which is fair enough. But now she seems interested regardless of my situation and we start flirting outta nowhere. She's horny and wants to have sex with seemingly anyone. Shevon, a very short classmate from my elementary school days, is there and jumps at the opportunity but has trouble getting hard. He says he'll need tape and a stool for some reason first which turns her off. She rolls her eyes and then goes back to flirting with me. I know I'm maybe not all that special to her right now but I don't care since I really do like her. I'm sitting on a couch in the back where we begin holding hands. Next thing I know she's starting to straddle me and quite quickly I realize I'm inside her and we're having sex but unfortunately it doesn't feel like much. I slip out of her once and put it back in. She's clearly wet and I can feel it going in but maybe she's just not very tight or I'm not as sensitive due to frequent masturbation. I can't believe I'm having sex again though. A teacher comes back and she has to suddenly get off and hide in the corner in between the couch and a cabinet. I start thinking maybe I should've used a condom since I don't know this girl very well but I got so caught up in the moment it didn't even cross my mind. So now I've officially had sex with 2 women and not sure how to feel since I dunno if me and this girl will end up being anything. She touches my hands while in the corner and mentions how when she returns to her hometown in Norway for the summer things are gonna be tough being long distance and asks if I'm sure I wanna be with her. I say yes without hesitation and am really happy we're gonna be starting a relationship. The teacher sees her there and wonders why she's in the corner. Thankfully she got dressed really fast somehow (she had gotten fully naked while we were having sex) and I jokingly say she's in a time out but everything is fine. He laughs a bit and leaves. The girl eventually leaves too but not before kissing me goodbye. There was this girl nearby who was watching everything and started being bitter and claiming I wasn't really into her and just wanted sex. Naturally I got offended by it because too many guys get that assumed about them which isn't fair cos not all of us are like that where we just wanna hook up and leave a girl. Some of us really do want genuine long-term relationships. Then the scene sorta changed where my late great grandmother showed up and started talking about something. The dream ended shortly afterwards. I was when whisked away to a small dreamlette where I remember meeting an up and coming young singer named Destenelle Craig. She had a really unique style all her own that I felt like would be the next huge hit. It was nice to see that she not only had a passion for singing and music but was really humble too. Now the final dream of the night took place both at and near my house where I was walking down a familiar alley when someone tried shooting a sharp needle dart at my neck and missed. I believe it may have been poisoned and when I looked around I saw this guy in a black hoodie hanging from a utility pole aiming his blowgun at me. I start running away but can't remember where I ended up running to or what exactly happened next. All I know is I somehow found out that my own sister was not only friends with this guy but was also scheming with him to kill me from behind the scenes. I couldn't believe she'd do something like this even though I did later find out that it was not her idea but the other guys and she went along with it. An action scene began where I was running down Lakewood St, a shady street near my house lined with dozens of American Sycamore trees, where it's the same guy coming after me, this time he has an actual gun and trying to shoot me while my sister is actually egging him on. I dodged fatal hits to the head successfully but I did end up getting hit in the arm and back several times. I realized I had to get the gun away from him if I wanted to survive and somehow I did just that. When I did I really thought about killing the both of them and then just the guy who was so evil to try and kill me in cold blood like that, but I ended up just giving it to my mom and letting her handle it. We were suddenly back at home too by the way. My mom chewed them out pretty well and I think the guy got arrested but I'm not sure. And as for my sister, well she'll be looked down upon with shame by everyone in our family for many years. I don't feel sorry for her at all for being a willing accomplice in a conspiracy to murder your own flesh and blood. Thinking about it all made me begin crying uncontrollably until I woke up for the day.