M and I

Date: 11/4/2019

My childhood friend Nat said she has a crush on this girl M. Now I'm in a room with her, M, alone. Shes laying on the bed, in a bedroom, my bedroom and theres a party or an event happening in this place, outside of the door. I remember back to where Nat and I were at church. Tbe event or party was there I think. Nat said she had a crush on M and how great M was. M was Melaine or Mellie or some girl name that starts with M. At first I nodded and laughed and I think teased her a bit. It was cute of her to say all the dreamy things about N. She and I are great friends but we dont get to see each other a lot and it saddens me. I think of her as a sister I never had or a cousin I'm closer too then my real actual cousins. I may even have a few times seen her as more then a friend but I stop myself to think that becuase in the inside I know we were meant to be best friends, sisters, friends, partners, not a couple. Anyway...M I could assume is a rich girl who doesn't have much friends. Shes popular. Pretty. Black hair. An American Asian. Long straight hair. Perfection. In real life Nat said she had a crush on a girl who had black hair and was Asian. Probably why I'm dreaming of a similar person like her. I never met her crush btw. Only saw one picture. I think I saw her with a bodyguard and made this whole backstory for her that may come true. I think I saw her with a stereotypical looking bodyguard. Black Suit and bald with black sunglasses. She and I talked and laughed. I think I went up to her because I wanted to be Nat's wing woman and help her with her crush by saying a few good words about her. She and I had conversations and somehow went to my bedroom. She was on her phone. I could see how Nat likes her. Shes perfect. I knew I had to leave M before I had romantic feelings for her but it was too late. I fell for her. Dang I thought to myself. I'm doing the opposite of what I should be doing. I'm a bad friend. Nat wont mind right. No she will hate me. But before I could tell M I should leave for some reason, she was on my bed NAKED. omg why me I thought. Then we just chilled and talked while laying next to each other. Super duper close. Very close. I'm surprised I didnt explode. We didnt do anything other then that