I don't understand :(

Date: 4/15/2016

My boyfriend and i are sitting in a row of chairs set up like we're waiting for a show to start or just rows of seats... My old best friend (ashley) is sitting beside him and she whispers in his ear and he said sure out loud, all of a sudden they start holding hands and he looks at me and says i haven't done this in a long time. I just look at him and say "no" so he stopped holding her hand.. Moments pass and he goes off to do whatever and I stay and talk to ashley about non sense. After a few minutes I decided id like to go find my boyfriend who for some reason i knew was gonna look different. I cant find him so i call out for ashley to come help. We see this large group of people standing in a circle so we go over i notice my boyfriends clothes and legs and realize he's laying on the ground unconscious with a cut on his forehead i know its him, but he doesn't look like him he looks like my ex boyfriend... None the less i freak out and keep calling his name and for a doctor to come help us. The doctor said he will be okay and the scene changed, we were back at the chairs and he was sitting in the back row and Ashley and I are sitting in the front row i get up with this feeling of a very heavy heart and start walking down a hall way to my right.. I'm crying, but i don't know why and no one notices or they just ignore me. ashley runs up and i get an even worse feeling of sunken heart i can't remember what she said but i remember her doing something and being the reason I'm so sad. Then i wake up