Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/2/2018
By fluffytree
I found myself at a mall upstairs sitting in a room full of people watching some stuff on TV. Sitting next to me was Javi Marroquin too. I didn't say much to him or even ask about the Teen Mom show he's on. Some music show came on where they kept showing a symbol that looked like the Chase Bank logo and it made me wonder if this wasn't some blatant subliminal programming. The symbol wasn't the same since it had no curves in the design and it was all straight edge rectangles but they did intersect in the same way. This video played for a really long time it seemed. Eventually I got up to go back downstairs for something and came back to find someone sitting in my seat. Someone familiar that I didn't know personally, but perhaps another reality TV celeb. I didn't bother him to get up from my spot and just sat down in the seat next to him. Then this guy that looked like a taller Joseph Gordon-Levitt came over to me and whispered something in my ear. He said, "I don't know if you've been the one sitting here the whole time, but if you are then you should know the operation starts now. Refusing isn't really an option." I looked at him as he stood back up. He had a toothpick in his mouth that he briefly held in his fingers. 'What was this? What's going on?' I thought. But he walked away at that point leaving me with so many questions and scared of what the implications were if I didn't comply. There was a folded up piece of paper he left in front of me that I imagine had instructions. I never got to open it though. Instead I began looking around and noticed several people talking near the back exit. When I listened in I was horrified at what I heard. They were talking about how all the weapons were ready for distribution and to "remember to only kill anyone not on the list. If they don't have a silver they die." Then the guy reaches into a beige bag and pulls out several shiny silver revolvers and hands them out to the people with him. As I heard more of their plan I realized I had to escape or else I'd die. They were planning the biggest mass shooting in history and it would be perpetrated by the most people in history because they had armed hundreds of youths within the last several minutes. Most of them were coerced into it by being told to join and participate in the kills or get fatally shot on the spot. Naturally most are gonna join out of fear. I tried to nonchalantly walk out the back exit and leave the building before the massacre started but several teenagers who were casually standing against the wall suddenly pulled out their revolvers and pointed them at me and other people also trying to leave. "Nobody fucking leaves." one of them said. That's when I knew it was too late. I had to survive this somehow, even if it meant killing people like this. I can't recall what happened next but I somehow managed to make my way out of that room and downstairs into the main mall. Things were already chaotic as groups of kids would shoot random mall goers although with most of these kids having no weapons training they couldn't aim well and ended up frequently wounding people by missing and hitting them in the arm or stomach. Some were of course killed from the occasional headshot though. It was so awful to witness. I knew I couldn't run otherwise I would immediately get gunned down by the hundreds of participants around me. The only thing I could do is walk briskly while looking fierce and holding my arms downward in a position as if I was holding a gun. Blending in was my best bet and thankfully it seemed to work, at least for a little while. These kids would run right past me as they followed their orders to shoot anyone who "didn't have silver." The exit to outside was too far away and I didn't think I could make it so I veered to the right down another section of the mall and saw the restrooms where I proceeded to hide in the women's bathroom. Why the women's bathroom you ask? For some reason I thought that might be safer and maybe less Silver kids would look there. I believe I was wrong cos there were several girls in there hanging out. They were just laughing and playing around so they had to be apart of this. I backed out without really being noticed but one girl followed me out and noticed my hands. As soon as she noticed I wasn't one of them and screamed, "Hey!" I rushed her, covered her mouth and then picked her up and bodyslammed her onto the hard floor. Ordinarily I would feel bad for abusing a teenage girl like this. It's awful especially since I'm a grown man, but I knew I had to close my heart to every kid involved in this and no longer view them as human beings if I wanted to survive. Easier said than done though cos I couldn't kill her. She got back up and I went for her gun before she could shoot me where I easily overpowered her and pushed her hard against the wall. I was frantic and panicked at this point and I believe I may have shot her in the leg before I ran, but I know I left her alive before I did. The cat was out of the bag and the Silver kids were a mix of confused and angry that I had gotten a gun and was trying to escape. Thankfully most were confused and thought I was one of them for real since I didn't look too old to begin with. Anyone I saw who became privy to me escaping I would immediately shoot them before they could do the same. I just couldn't take any chances. I ran and ran and could see the exit/entrance at the end of the long wide hall, but I suddenly woke up before I could reach it. I suspect my elevated heart rate caused me to awaken as it usually does when I have intense dreams like this.