Weird.

Date: 10/9/2016

I moved into a new place with my boyfriend(unknown). He also lived with his friend whom I knew from the past. He's deceased now. I knew him through school and that's about it. I dreamed that my boyfriend left the room and this man, in perfect health, kissed me so passionately and with so much longing that it broke my heart. He pulled away from me and gave me the saddest, most regretful look I've ever seen. I woke up in a sweat and with so much saddens it physically hurt. What does it mean!? I've dreamed this same dream for two nights in a row. Someone help me understand please.