SPIDER!!!

Date: 12/16/2018

Okay so I need to explain something first. I have two different types of these dreams. There both hallucinations but different types. First off is I sleep walk. I don’t know who else sees this but sometimes I remember my dreams that cause the sleepwalking and there like weird hallucinations. It’s like I’m awake so I see my exact surroundings and there always updated. If my cat runs by I see it but there’s a weird added in thing. I’m half awake but half asleep so my dream is still there. An example is when I was in my room and I know it but I thought I was golfing with bugs bunny. When ever my dad yelled at me to go to bed I heard and would. These cause my sleepwalking but I don’t always remember. I remember like maybe 2-3 times a year. The second type is similar but I don’t sleepwalk. I’m fully awake but my minds so tired it’s adds stuff in. If only seen this twice not counting last night. The second one was in my last dream journal when I heard someone whisper into my ear I’m scarred to. I don’t think it was a dream but instead one of my hallucinations. The very first time was 4 years ago when mom had gotten rid of a wasp nest on the deck and when I went to bed I thought I saw hundreds of little bees around my pillow. There ultra realistic so I panics and told dad who snapped me out of it. So I had the second version last night. It’s nothing serious just happens when I’m really tired and can’t sleep. It’s like those dream where your paralyzed and you see the most frightening things. Only difference is I can move. So last night I feel asleep but I woke up and I was really tired. (Probably 1-2 in the morning) So I looked into the darkness and I don’t remember seeing anything but I felt something touch my foot. I feel out of bed in a panic and my sister said I was panting and it was a mix of a pant and wimpier, you know the ones, and she said it was getting louder and louder till I woke up mom and dad. I looked at my bed and I saw a spider bigger then my window moving onto the roof. It was dark but so realistic I screamed and ran into my parents room like I was 5. I was trying to tell them what I saw and how there was a spider in my room. Dad told me to go back to bed and Jade walked in and asked how big. I remember being so panicked I didn’t know how to describe it so I said bigger then my foot. (She held this over my head in the morning) She brought me to my room after and showed me how there was nothing and tucked me in. I picked my blanket off the floor and kept dropping it and checking it for spiders. I haven’t had this in 4 years now I’m 16 and might of had 2. Happy almost new year 😂