Condom Bridge

Date: 4/24/2019

I was walking around this big campus alone, it was like a godly mixture of WCI and LL. I was walking quickly, bitter and lost in thought. I kept thinking that I was disgusting, that no one would ever love me. I saw a picture of Mireya, Hunter, and Camie at Disney and was super jealous.. I really wanted to be a part of their friend group. I kept walking till I found Kamryn, Jack, and Jake. We were walking towards the bridge and I said that I was probably going to walk across the bridge without taking a condom(?). Jake got pissed and said that I HAD to take a condom, it was a part of the rule. We kept arguing and it kept escalating. He ended up lifting me by my shirt high above his head, and he was super pissed. Everyone was staring. I don’t remember what he said, but I responded with “who gives a shit, no one will ever love me anyways!” And he tossed me to the ground. The crowds kept walking and Lili dragged Hunter through the people right by me. Lili looked back and said something along the lines of “you disgust me!” And Hunter looked back and said “I-I love you!” Before being dragged along by Lili. Bailey B. And Mia B. Were walking by and we all mocked Lili’s voice and it made me feel better. There’s a jump and suddenly I’m at the top of stairs right in front of the doors leading to the theater, leaning on the windows with Casey (?). I didn’t witness this happening however I said “I’m sorry I had to be your first kiss” and he sadly looked down. I knew what I said was a lie as he had kissed Paige, but I wanted to feign ignorance. He said he’s actually kissed three people, when someone walked through the door, idk who but that stopped that dream and so I went into a tiny dream worrying about the adaptation of an old book staring a girl who climbed the mountains and defeated the men who doubted her. I was reading the transcripts when I was then woken up. Weirdest thing about this dream is that I know it had almost everyone I see on a daily basis in it, but they were all in the background and there were so many of them that I just didn’t write it down.