Trevin

Date: 10/8/2018

Two weeks ago I met a guy at my friends house, who happened to be best friends with her brother for the past 10 years. I had actually known this guy since before me and her had been friends because he rode my bus, though we never talked.on the night I saw him at her house, we all happened to get drunk because of other drama that had occurred between my other friend and my first friends brother. So me and Trevin are sitting in her stepbrothers room, who is slumped from smoking too much pot with my other friend who was involved in the drama I mentioned earlier. Me and trevin talked for a few hours and just hung out, both of us noticeably interested in each other. We cuddled for awhile before finally kissing and some point and by the end of the night we had made-out and everyone was aware that we were into each other the next day. However, her parents did not need to know anything so me and him could not talk the next day. I haven’t talked to him in person since then, only text. 3 days ago he got his phone taken so I haven’t really talked to/thought about him much since. Last night the entirety of my dreams were about him. In my dream I finally got to see him again at my friends house, but he was dressed in his military uniform as he is 17 and will be joining the military directly after high school. I ran up to him and hugged him in the doorway asking if he was okay because of the recent terroristic attacks near our area at forts he could have been at. He hugs me back and whispers no and we all talk for awhile before he is called by his sergeant and must leave again to help the fight against the terrorists. I lean in to give him a hug again and his before he leaves he asks “what was your name again?” And I sit there dumbfoundedly, realizing this guy is not into me at all. Nobody tells him my name as he quickly becomes distracted by something else. Later in the dream a girl that my friend told me in real life that talks to trevin was there and fighting over him with me. I remember being upset briefly before confronting him and pointing out that I wouldn’t fight over someone who would never show interest in me. Just before he got to respond, a bullet was shot and he fell over, his body quickly becoming stiff on the ground.