Dad went crazy

Date: 2/13/2019

dad was going crazy and had a huge knife There was a huge rollercoaster and something to do with school(x feel) Dad kept cutting chunks of his thumb and parts of his fingers off and trying to cut mine too, very clearly drunk. I try telling him he needs to get his act together and that I don’t love him anymore, but keeps tryna cut my fingers. The date was January 31-Jan 1(days were all messed up. In the dream I was thinking, this is the day I tell dad to fuck off and get a restraining order against him. Prolly symbolic of new year/resolution/ changes) Last thing I remember was mark* and John* making ramen, I went downstairs to see if dad had left and tell them what was going on. He was sleeping on the floor in the kitchen. Mark says “did dad get a new vape” ( sum like that) Dad jumps up, yells don’t “touch my shit!” Grabs the knife and is about to stab him in the back, but my brain prolly thought that woulda been too traumatic for me. So dad slapped Mark’s feet rlly hard with the knife and then started digging into them with the blade. Then I woke up. Sweat. Heart racing. Fucked up. Now can’t go back to sleep. The face mark was making was the most traumatic.1:47 am *Names are changed