Ocean party

Date: 4/9/2019

I was a small Asian girl who wasn’t allowed to play with the boys even though I really wanted to. We went to the beach and we were swimming and huge waves started coming. We were swimming over a shallow area with a large flat slippery rock on the bottom. Initially I thought we’d be safe from the waves there but then we some the massive waves in the distance approaching us and decided that this was actually the worst place we could be. We started swimming out. There was a smaller wave right where we were and I tried really hard to get under it. We kept swimming because there was a massive wall of water coming towards us. There were so many people swimming and having fun and we were having fun too but there was definitely an underlying feeling of fear/anxiety. As we keep swimming I’m slowly turning back into my self but the little kids (including the girl) were still there and with me. A little boy kept scaring lobsters on the bottom to try and look at them and I kept trying to get him to keep swimming because this wall was enormous. Even then though I don’t feel like I was as scared as I should’ve been? No one seemed that worried. We get to the wave and it kind of just turns into a floating house. There are people in floaters chillin outside of it and some boats and everyone is just waiting for the party to start. Im suddenly fully clothed and just walking in the water towards the house and I’m waiting on the front porch. The front porch want really much of a porch or was just a front step. I’m waiting around for a bit talking to a few people until we are finally let in and I go to find my friend holly. Holly comes out and talks to me for a bit and I feel I need to change so I go to her room which is like a boutiques with all her clothes. She’s talking to Sara and I about how she really likes some clothes but she’s too embarrassed to wear them so she just keeps them in the dirty clothes or something and Sara and I are just admiring all of her clothes and talking to her. I decide I don’t want to wear any of her clothes but sweatpants and my Patagonia long sleeve instead. But then I question if people sun bathe or go to the beach on this island. Eventually I leave but I don’t really remember it and go out to the main area where they serve food and friends from school are there. The food is gross and the friends make me nervous and are just talking about things and people they don’t like. I leave to back to Holly’s room and I she’s shut the door. I just awkwardly stand outside and I hear her whaling my name so I come in and she freaking out because iTunes hasn’t restored her passed purchases and her room has different furniture now. I try to calm her down and explain that she just has to restore it and she cries and says I know but it’s just that dana and I handpicked everything together and now it’s gone! I try to fix it quickly and then i think I woke up.