Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 11/13/2016
By Fitful
My clear memories of this dream are few, mostly I remember impressions. I was in space, in this vast section of space, and there feels to be a structure there, my view it of the whole area, but I can't really see anything. It's like what is there is not visible, or even actually physical. I am being experimented on, again and again and again. It is repetitive and a failure every time. They are trying to clone me, successfully, but what they are trying to clone isnt clear. I think they might be trying to clone an experience, or a mindset, or something which happened to me. It is less about body and more about a memory. Each time they try and clone me I am thrown once again into a memory, the memory is of living in a dorm with a lot of women. I remember each attempt while there, and it is as if time progresses, even tho every time is inside the same memory. So my conscious awareness of the happening creates the forward flowing time, and not actually being in reality where time does move. I am being thrown back into this memory because I am facing people over and over again who feel threatening to me. Each time I am pulled back out of the memory and they clone me again, test it, wait and send for results, and ping the results are sent back, translated. It happens a hundred times. More even. And nothing, nothing changes except me, inside each memory I do something differently. I lose a bit of patience eventually with the same old people. The ones laughing and mocking me, whereas before I didn't really realize they were doing that, and inside the memory I change rooms eventually tired of the situations and people. But still they clone me. I must reiterate, when they clone me I have no body, no mind or whatever, I only have awareness, and what they clone is me, but a copy of something I would deem intangible. And they're frustrated because each copy is exactly the same. Honestly I think I am helping them, or willing, but it's frustrating me too. I am really tired of that memory by the time the dream ends.